With much deliberation with Dunc, Skeeter, Viper and Dire, I with a lot of humility have come to the conclusion that I let my aggressive attitude and tendencies show there ugly head. In all honesty, Threw out my younger years in Junior B hockey, football, and any other sport, and even normal day to day social interactions. I had a very bad temper and even a more terrible means of controlling it.
I have had to work very hard to recognize characteristic of my personality. For many years I have happily been able to hang this jacket in the closet and not worry about.
I am sad to say I put that jacket back on recently. I took it out to deal with Cricket.
Cricket is a very good pilot, as well a very intelligent man. He recognized this characteristic and let me eat myself up.
This is neither his fault or is to blame. If I cant control my emotions during game play then its my fault.
In truth I have many friends on the MOM Squad, TX lawman has always been a great guy to play with and against, As well Ghostrider and Tango to name a few.
The other night I again let my emotions dictate my behavior. In game I was attempting to explore something that was outside the normal game parameters. Tango rightfully so kept shooting me down. Now even though I had asked people to let me go about my business and fart around Tango kept playing the game as it should be. I flipped out and went after him.
This is the wrong thing to do Wolfs. If your in a game your in a game. It is disrespectful and a pain in the rear for the other players if you are messing around. So don't do it.
I apologized to Tango and buried the hatchet with Cricket the Next Day. Unfortunately this was taken the wrong way with a fellow squad mate. Or it just did not sit well. I am sorry but this is my way. If I feel I have done the wrong thing I must in full view apologize or atleast make a handshake. Maybe it is my Canadian Hockey Background. Many times after having a punch up(AKA TilT)after the game it is customary to have a handshake and even share a beer. This is to show that the game is more important and to allow both parties to move on and allow the team to be the winner of the altercation.
So after having some great advice and communication with Dunc and Skeetr, I humbly apologize to Dire Wolf. I regretfully and maliciously had a altercation with a officer that is my Peer. As well a Truste and important member of Wolf Pack.
Dire I am Sorry.
Dera I am sorry. I know how much our friendship means to you, and I want you to know that the way I handled my self here is the wrong way.
Viper I understand that sometimes I come up with Ideas that are great and then without consulting my COs I implement my activity as if Wolf Pack is my Squad.
Wolf Pack is not my Property,and there is guidelines as such to help with this.
So I am very sorry guys for my actions. I have no problem in swallowing my pride and admitting that I was wrong.
I would very much like to rejoin my brothers in any form Viper thinks fit if you guys will have me. I will not reapply until Viper contacts me and gives me royal hell

luv you guys
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