Simmo wrote: Not everybody believes in Jon Hunt. Faith is nice, but it is only through doubt that you find truth.
Simmo if you believe there is some kind of absolute truth out there (and I don't mean AbsolutionMbizzi

) then you are as ignorant as the rest of us. I am sorry for your suffering.
Like Wig I barely knew Duckwing. The military story I heard about only through others' comments, not Duck's. If you look at his forum posts, they are devoid of any claims to having been an elite-military-sniper-with-96-kills-whose-spotter-stepped-on-an-IED-killing-the-spotter-and-blowing-off-3-of-Duck's-limbs. Maybe the people who say that Duck said those things about himself are telling the truth. Maybe they are not. I can't prove it either way, but I have no reason to disbelieve that they heard (or saw) him say those things.
What Duck's written forum posts DO speak of is that he suffered. And he suffered mightily. And he loved this game. And he loved us all. That's what I personally reacted to. During the few times I did interact with Duck in games, he never mentioned military service. Mostly he just cracked wise, like the rest of us. Sometimes he would apologize for being too tired or in too much pain to play well. One time, when he was flying unbeknownst to me as Fifty Cal, he reached out to me. He said bopes it's me Duckwing. I said hey! He said tell B Strachan I'm going back into intensive care for a few days.
Maybe he was lying about the military story. Maybe like Wig says he was a housewife in Des Moines.

Or maybe he was in the military, but got his injuries in a drunk driving accident or some other ignoble way and was too embarrassed to share that. Or maybe he told the truth, or as much of the truth as he was able to or wanted to share. Who knows.
But I don't think he lied about his suffering. We all suffer. If there is a single absolute truth, it is that we all suffer. You do too Simmo. My heart goes out to you.