It never ceases to amaze me how wonderful and diverse cross section of people that are involved in this forum are. Gina, I will pray for you and I pray that either you find healing or purpose, or even better, both. I know the line about horrible events happening for a reason, and sometimes they do, but I'm not about to tell you that. I will only say that I'm sure your life has always and will always have a great purpose. I deeply hope that yours will be clear to you and that you can lean on it for strength.
I have no idea why I wrote most of that, so hopefully its the right thing to say. It feels like it is anyway... Or maybe I'm just nuts (a very strong possibility). In the mean time, I will pray as you have mentioned, and I hope we can have many many fun games together as you go through this struggle.
I know I'm just some random fool out there in Dogfight land, but feel free anytime to give me a shout. If you ever need anything, I will do all that I can.
(Btw... I think my purpose in life is only to serve as a warning to others.
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I'll talk to you later
Dave