No worries and congrats.
I think it is Von Hulk that said when he's frustrated he will write things out, but then wait before hitting the send button. It's easy to write things we regret later in the spur of the moment. Thus best to take that time to relax, reflect, then edit if needed before sending.
I don't worry about things much, but some take things very personal, and like a bullet, you can't call back the words when they left your mouth (or hand).
Elite can be frustrating, it's still frustrating for me as well. Some days I am on, some days I'm not. Also you can easily tell who has a better system. I can not smoothly adjust my aim, it's very jerky, whereas I see others twist and turn, and then BANG locked on with no problem. I just do my best, don't take it seriously, and have fun.
Best wishes always!
P.S.
Thanks for the compliment.