Bravo! Have a look at what you have accomplished...you managed to convince a group of players on a video game to join a virtual squadron that at the present time means not much more than a name above your plane and generally your style of gameplay. It's not like it's hard to do really at anytime, just don't be a total idiot or jerk and pretty much any squad is willing to give you a shot, but I can understand how even appearing like a decent person may seem like a large task for you.
Moreover, I doubt any squad really has any valuable intel that will further you in life or the game much, so all you have accomplished is convincing some you are a decent person, which they may only halfheartedly believe, but were willing to take a chance. So assuming you will be you and prove otherwise you simply have alienated more players, and lowered yourself, this community and internet gaming yet another rung.
You know what's actually difficult, elevating yourself and those around you to a better style of life, because you exist, since that takes effort and work. What you do is troll, and as we have seen any half-wit with a computer can pull that off. So, again I say bravo since maybe for someone like you this is the best you can do.