Hey there, Dogfight!
I know many of you probably don't know me well, and the handful that do are the remnants of players that have been here as long as I have. Many of us are now quiet and generally inactive, or have completely left the community and game altogether.
I came across this game three years ago, while sitting bored in a hotel room, vacationing with my family. I had recently gotten a Kindle Fire as a gift, and I was searching for a good game on the App Store to pass the time. Airplane sims came to mind, and I found Dogfight.
I played the game, and I really enjoyed it, but after visiting the forums several months into the game, I was absolutely hooked. Something about meeting a friend in the game that you know from the forums was just amazing; shooting the breeze with forum friends in the game was just as fun as actually shooting planes.
Some of my fondest memories of Dogfight involve general nonsense and carefree fun. Sure, there were times when things got a bit out of hand, but there's not much that I regret.
Time passed, old friends left and new ones came. During that time my sister (who started playing after my suggestion) and I decided to leave the 111th Falcons to start our own squad. From that came the New Lunar Republic, which was just a fun idea that really wasn't something either of us took seriously. The squad slowly grew, not large like MOM, Misfits, LFE, GI; but we gained a positive reputation through loyal and faithful members, that still hold high, something I'm immensely proud and grateful for.
We've been through a lot, this community. Despite our skirmishes and disagreements, I've seen the people of Dogfight do wonderful things.
You've helped and supported others in times of personal financial and emotional need.
You've rallied under noble and worthy goals.
You've created incentives, activities, and awareness that aim to help and unify the community at large.
You've honored those who deserve it, and humbled those who don't.
You've saved lives. I can personally vouch for that one.
I am leaving for a long time this upcoming new year, leaving for deployment for over six months. After all the negative things I've been hearing from the community, I wanted to just leave without saying goodbye. But, I remembered all the good I got from the community, and I believe I am obliged to give a proper farewell.
After my graduation of high school, I thought I would leave Dogfight to focus on my adult life, but clearly I couldn't pull away from a thing I held so dearly. I think, now, I will be leaving for good. Not because of negative reasons... it's just I believe it's time for me to leave. I am taking a huge step in my life and I think I need to let go of some things. I've been spending less and less time with Dogfight, and it's better for me to write this instead of just slipping away.
It's a bit hard to explain and it all sounds sappy and corny, but my reasons still stand. This is my farewell address, and I want to make it a good one.
I'm going to acknowledge those who've impacted me during my time here, to the best of my memory and ability. Many of these people are long gone, but they still hold a place in my heart, and that's enough for me.
Thank you, Calvin, for being the first person to welcome me in the community. I'm glad you're still around. The community needs your vigilance.
Thank you; Josh, Isaac, Von Pay, and Skydavis; for welcoming me into the 111th Falcons and showing me how to survive this crazy game.
Thank you; Sputnik, Blain, and Hamers; for showing me that it's okay to have fun and let go every once and awhile.
Thank you, Slenderman, for showing me when it isn't.
Thank you, Manfred, for showing me how to be the voice of reason and neutrality. I'm still learning now.
Thank you, Parrotthead, for supporting and influencing my life decisions, and giving me confidence where I found little.
Thank you, Paul, for being a shining example of altruism and kindness. You've brought magic to all of our lives that I won't soon forget.
Thank you, Bellsaj, for showing me how to be understanding of other people's circumstances. You've helped teach me how to walk a mile in others' shoes, and how wonderful it feels to help those who can't.
Thank you, Jacklpe, for giving us friendship and camaraderie. We need more of that, both in Dogfight and in the real world.
Thank you, Dixie, for helping me help others, when no one else would.
Thank you, Mac, for being frank when no one else would dare. I admire your steadfast and confident attitude, something I wish to have in a world that continuously tries to beat you down.
Thank you, Jasmine, for being such a faithful and loyal friend, and for always believing in me.
Thank you, Reid, for choosing and supporting the NLR from the start. The squad wouldn't be the same if you hadn't joined.
Thank you; Big Joe, McFate, and the Blue Fighters; for guiding the NLR when I could not.
Thank you to all the members of the NLR, past and present, for upholding integrity and respect, even in my absence.
Thank you, Octavia, my dear sister, for being my best friend both here and in real life. I miss you dearly.
Thank you, Zuperman, for creating this game and as a result, this wonderful community. Despite what people think about the game now, you are the reason I got the opportunity to meet everyone here. Your presence is always appreciated, and everyone here knows it, even if it's not always said. People in the community still have faith in you, and I hope you still have faith in us.
Thank you, Wig, for literally saving my life. You truly deserve all the thanks I could possibly give you and more. I would not be here on this earth if it were not for you, and I am glad you are my friend.
And finally, thank you to those I've forgotten or failed to acknowledge. Even if you or I don't remember, you've still left an imprint that will last forever.
Many people think the internet/online communities are a pointless waste of time, regarding them as simply outlets of entertainments. For the most part, real life holds a much higher precedence than these forums. However, my time here has shown that the notion is misled. The people I've met here are real people, and our interactions are genuine. I've spent the majority of my late-teenage years as a member of this forum, and I'd be lying if I said that it hasn't impacted me on a personal level.
Even if it is hidden behind a wall of text, pixels, and binary code, we are a real community, with very real ability to affect one another. Certainly, our real lives hold more importance to us, otherwise I wouldn't be leaving; but our time here can still be held in high regard.
So, my friends, keep interacting with one another. Make each other feel happy, sad, angry, excited, threatened, appreciated, ignored, hated, loved. Acknowledge each other and acknowledge yourself in the community. Enjoy each other's company or loathe each other's existence. Above all, have fun, even if it's difficult at times.
These are very natural human feelings of passion, and I believe it's absolutely magical that they can be brought about through these little electronic devices. Don't you think?
I hope all of you come to appreciate and love this community as much as I do. My advice? Banish the TL;DR attitude. Learn and take advantage of your experiences here as you do in real life. It'll be something you will cherish in the end.
I know I do.
Goodbye, Dogfight! I won't be playing the game anymore, but I will check up on the forum every once in awhile. This is a formal, but not a true, full goodbye. Best hopes and wishes,
-Luna