Dear Paul,
You have a huge support group here to help you through this difficult time. If you need someone to talk to, you have many friends here willing to lend an ear. Feel free to PM me any time you feel the need to, even if it's just to let off some steam. I have broad shoulders, I can take it, it's the least I can do for a friend. Don't give up the fight, Good Sir, Judy would want you to continue the good work she cannot be here to complete herself. Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care of yourself, Brother.