My final comment on this is...
I was in a bad place, trying to recover from my bad ways that I was never banned for, then I got trolled by someone who pushed all the right buttons, I believed the offender to be LoK, I shouted about it, (accused someone who was a friend of being complicit, Wig !) for which I'm sorry and used foul language (which is now thrown around like candy) and you wonder why I felt victimised? Lol
LoK and I had had so many conversations about things around here and personal things with myself and he used all this knowledge to ultimately steer me into blowing up.
Edit:- my first blow up was about my very personal post requesting male cancer self awareness and a link to my also overly personal blog which was deleted by a mod and was 'investigated' with NO outcome. At the time Wig had try to calm me informing me that LoK was his prime suspect for deleting the post, be it by accident or on purpose.
--J--, manfred, Reid, General Jackson can all vouch for this being the beginning of my excessive weirdness and 'paranoia'!
I now find myself wondering who else was this pathetic individual?
ADrunkLoser?
GoG?
SnoBumm?
And all the other 'questionables'?
Just throwing some thoughts out and hoping to claw back some of my post DoirGate credibility.
I wasn't wrong, I did do wrong and for that I'm sorry to all,
I no longer fly due to faulty aircraft (ipad) and have only been back here for the last week, I have nothing to lose now by just reiterating that for all of my DF past, I'm sorry...TO ALL.
Please all remember that Ronnie Biggs was onto this very early on, was forced to change his game name and persona just to continue here as he was hunted with pitchforks for saying the truth.
Ronnie aka Simmo is now fully vindicated and deserves much more respect around here than he gets.
Over and out!