1Theres a certain few pilots here that I believe I owe an explaination to , Understand first I do this with a heavy heart in hopes that it will some how help another to avoid such events occurring in their lives, as I grew up I had a very close friend which i'd have done anything for and he for I , abnd my wife who when I met also had a very close friend , her besty as it were ,well upon the day of our meeting , it was like something magical for all four of us as I saw Loretta that first time was like i'd known her always and ironically it was the exact same for my friend and hers ,and just like that allfour of us had found the one , as time went on the four of us kind'a parted ways Loretta and I had kids almost a year after we all met , and kieth and fifi moved to Nevada for a while , on day out of the blue they showed up at our house looking very thin and well like if they were on drugs kind'a look , needing a place to stay w3hich of corse they were welcome with us and moved in , I quickly learned that the two were qaddicted to heroine and that fifi was pregnant aswell , which as we all know was not a good thing to be doing drugs while caring a child and Loretta and I tried our best to keep her from doing it while is was carring but you can only do so much for a person and she managed to still do it despite all our efferts to keep her away from it . well at the time fifi went into labor she toold the doctor she hadn't done any for a week or so and they rolled her into the room Loretta was in there with her and kieth and I stayed out in the lobby about three hours in Loretta was told to wait outside the room because they were having problems and they don't let family stay for some reason which made Loretta a nervous wreak and after i'd say about two hours later some other doctors and nurses went in the room with abunch of machines and stuff telling us not to worry the babys out and is have some minor issues nothing to worry about and that's all they said and of corse that got all of us very worried ,about 20 minutes later a nurse steps out with the baby but she does hand him to kieth but rather she places that baby in a plastic dome thingy and rushes to another part of the hospital as we began to follow her a doctor step from the room and says quite bluntly I'm sorry we did all we could but fi fi died due to complication during birth , which totally destroyed Loretta and kieth went into a real deep trance he didn't speak for days or eat or anything so Loretta and I assumed the roll of parent to the infant , We named him and we tended to him in kieths absence to busy in our own lives and in the babies to notice that kieths health was becoming very bad , and his addiction intensified , and one evening I had a knock on the door and it was an officer asking if kieth lived here and if we were next of kin which I said yes cause kieth had no family other than Loretta and I , the officer came in and said he regreted to inform us that kieth had overdosed and all attempts to revive him failed , which instantly made her and I sethy perants and as a heroine baby he,s had problems all his life , and we are all he's ever known to be his mom and dad , it's to hard to tell him the truth and after lorettas passing , sethy's health has been getting worse and worse , I don't how much time I have with him but I cherish every second that I do , and so now you know why my life is so very sad but true . P.S. remember I warned you read at your own risk well now you know why . i'm sorry for this but I felt yall should know although i'm not sure why , May God bless you and keep you safe all the days of your lives .don't ask for pic,s I will not share them they are mine and mine alone sorry
