Depression, sales above me
like cloud cover on a sunny day
my thoughts cant be helped
im damned here till I welp
crying out for help
still nobody knows where to find me
defined by my torcher and pain
I build a wall to keep everyone away
as I hide behind my mask
my faith is quickly covered away
still my personality welps
please god want u help?
Reaching out for love
by my pass Im swift to run
still im all alone
to fight this battle
no one knows

what is it about me
that they just cant accept
I see through them all
and I always lend a hand in case
is such things able to be changed
or shall I accept the fact
that my life is flooded in pain
my agony and sorrows
fill my blood till it boils
lashing out at nothing
still I find myself drowning
its seems justified
thats im loosing me cool
hell I was alway crazy
to think im not a fool

like a wolf covered in sheeps whool
My saddness is hidden by the tool
I helped to build this hell
that softens my prison cell
to win my battles I must stay strong
so I wrote this poem
In hopes my sorrows will all be gone

eagle21

Hey Eagle21,

I'm there with you too. Things are usually pretty good, in fact I can't think of any one thing that alone is just so bad that it justifies this gloom I feel today. Dogfight is a great escape but sometimes escape is not what I need. Oh well, sorry I'm not much help here. Just knowing that I'm not alone in it helps, not much, but it does help.

McFate

Nice writing btw.

All good my brothers stay strong and have faith...and eagle your a good guy we all make mistakes you've said your sorrys and those who don't forgive you need to forgive themselves!!

WONDERFUL WRITING!

So touching my friend. I've been in medical "cells" recouping from surgery.
Then months of rehab.

I was paralyzed from head down....to my friends, I was one way...in my heart...I was honest....I thought.

Guess what? I went the way as presented to all & it made me change the negative feelings I thought my heart felt.

I can walk again with help from friends.

You'll sprint with the inspiration you'll get from friends here.

My best to you,

Paul

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