Without getting complicated, here’s my perturbation (If you giggled; don’t worry, I laugh at that word too): I was in a squad, made comments about never leaving that squad; then, well, I left that squad. So you say, “What’s perturbing about that Black Flag”. And I say, “Thank you, I’d thought you never ask; so let me explain: I still feel immensely loyal to that squad, which is preventing from joining another squad. I’ve been informally invited to 2 or 3 other squads but, due to my previous explanation, respectfully declined”. I feel bad for not accepting because it’s not like I’m a great pilot or anything (I just checked and as of this message, I was ranked at 278 with around 10K kills and around 6.8K deads) so I am completely flattered when I do get an invitation.
Anyway, this is really just a bunch of rhetoric; mostly to clear my own thoughts, and perhaps provide an explanation to those that invited me to join their squads.