I'm deeply ashamed, father, and I would rather have kept this to myself, but unless I confess and have my sins forgiven I feel I won't be able to raise my head and look people in the eyes again.
I was in this carrier game, father, and had just taken off when a second lieutenant, a team mate of mine who was right behind me on the carrier deck shot me in the back and sent me down in flames.
And then, father, I sinned.
I didn't admonish him or try to help him choose the right path, the way I know I should have done, but sought him out with revenge in my heart, and shot him down.
Then, when he reappeared I shot him down again, and expected to be banned for five minutes, but the devil (excuse me for taking his name in my mouth) must have been with me, for I was allowed to continue as if nothing had happened.
And then, father, I must admit that I did it again. When he reappeared as a tank I shot him the third time and even felt a strange satisfaction about it.
The poor misguided lieutenant didn't say a word. "Caveman" was his name, or something to that effect.
Do you think, father, that I can ever be forgiven and start over again with a clean slate?