randyah96 wrote: Tjanks rap i talked to your kid a lil today and rap its still hard to believe almost like a scary nightmare that will never end that u hope isnt true but sadly it is very a reality and very real
Nick mentioned he texted you back!
I think the word your looking for is "surreal" like see or being in a situation, that your head can't get itself around. You almost feel removed from it because you can't or don't want to believe what's happening..... I've been there, just in different situations.....
Hang tough bud, I promise it will end, and in time mostly foregotten, until that time, keep your faith and remember your blessings. You have a place to come and unload all that weighs heavy on you. I love ya bro, I'll be praying for you and your family.