Hey y'all, I'm back on this thread because i have something to say. Please bare with me.
I made a thread about me coming back. Who cares i know right? Anyways in that post i made an apology to all the og guys and gals i have upset in this squad. Not sure if y'all even read it or not. "Probably not" and that is ok. So i will post it here. A heartfelt apology.
Foust, Tbuit, Bz, Von, Cannon, Darraxx, JDRock and all the other guy's who helped build this squad from scratch. I am so sorry i left the way i did. I know i could have handled things better then i did. Not making excuses, but that period of time i was having bad problems that spilt over into the game and forum.
And cause me to have some bad knee jerk reactions to how thing's were going down. I have tried to talk to some of you about it, but i really couldn't explain what i was going through. I could've/should've tried harder, but i just couldn't get the right words out.
So instead, i just snapped and flew off the handle and just left with bad intentions. I know most of you guy's have talked to me about some of it. And i appreciated it. But i should have appreciated it more.
Foust my bestfriend and brother i have put you in a few awkward positions because of my poor reactions to things in and out of the game. Bro i am sorry for tearing that friendship apart.
Tbuilt another bestfriend/brother i had the honor of flying with, you have talked me out of somethings that no one else know about. And im sorry to you for walking out and putting you in the same position i put Foust in.
Bzerk, what can i say? Thinking back, man you helped me more with the advice you have given me, the courage to continue leading this squad and in life. You was really the prasanna of a great brother. Man i am sorry for the way things came about between us. And i screwed it up. And to you i am very sorry.
Von, one of the funniest guys in this squad. You also have helped me in many ways that others couldn't. Much respect bro, i am sorry that i didn't listen to you when i started down that road of no return. You are a wise man and great brother/friend.
To all you older Misfits, what can i say!? Jack, Snake,B, T.R, JD and the rest, i am sorry i walked out on y'all. I know i have told y'all that y'all were closer to me then my own family. And i ment every word and still do.
Please don't think I'm trying to weasel my way back into the squad. That is not what i doing here. I am here to ask for forgiveness that is all. I know i have broken your trust and ruined our friendships. And again i am sorry.
This has taken me along time to post this because of all things i have said and done. Not sure if it pride or a bruised ego. Either way i am truly sorry for the past and hope to try and rebuild some or all of these friendships that i have lost.
And for you guy's that came in after i left, please don't come at me for what you think you kknow. This post is just for the ones who knew me very well.
Thanks for every thing y'all.
G.Ghost
Booooooorah