Thanks goes to Whose, Manfred, Dent, Dave, Jacklpe, and all others that tried hardly to defend me.
And Swop, no need to appologise to me, you did no harm to my feelings. And more: you did what you believed was the right thing to do, with no harm intended - that is all what counts in the end.
About "liars": NO ONE is a liar on this case, Swop. I know that you (being the well-known good player you are) would not lie, much less to embarass or to punish me. I still believe I was alone during that bomb time, but as I said, I was bored, bad-mood - I can never be 100% certain of no thing in my poor life, and it is worse during bad-mood times. And the logic side of my confused brain forces me to accept your argument: if no screenshot is present, three testimonials deserves more credit than a single one. Its simple logic. I still give myself the right to believe that I was alone, cuz I checked the roster immediately after reading that some blue was bailed – and I checked it exactly because I had that bomb-purpose already in mind - but even then, I am ready to appologise to any player that shows himself here and tell me that I was wrong, that I misread the roster, and that he/she was actually on my team in that very moment. So there is no need to keep this discussion about who is a liar any further, cuz I don't ignore the possibility of having misread that list.
Finally, considering what you already said (that your goal is not to make me being banned), I may be wrong, but the logic conclusion is that you expect some sort of appologise from me (otherwise, why would you open this discussion on this thread?)... Then, what I can say is: forget about it - I won't appologise to you, nor to any other player that was on the red team on that mission. No way. I made what everyone else (or at least most of people) would do (or would want to do) in my place in that very same circumstance. And hell, it was GOOD!
Now, to finish this one-more-drama (funnyly open by you Swop, a well known "drama critic"): if, after all this discution, there are any of you guys that still believe I can be called a bad player, or a not-honorable one, because of what I did, even after reading all the bullshit I already posted, please let me know, cuz I will robe a bank to earn some thousands of dollars to pay a superhacker to hack the game and the servers just to have an "unbanable" account, with an exclusive airplane with a lethal lasergun and infinite-bomb-load, to bring doom to all of you. And my grandmother said that you better don't doubt crazy people... Mu-hu-hu-ahahahahahaha!