Gawd... You are so wrong in so many of the things that you think are true. I would love to tell you how things are ( i.e. Grammar DOES matter), but you're so pig headed and certain that you're right, you would never listen. AND! And, there would be another three or four posts by you explaining why you feel you are right. Not 'why' you are right, but how you 'feel' you are right.
I hope to the gawds that you get a strong and positive adult influence in your life to set you on the right path. As it is, you have dreams of flying, but reality is going to make you a ditch digger.