Jesse, I'm jut hoping that you'll come back long enough to see this, but here goes: you can see that these people (me included) all care and really will miss you, so don't let 1 mess take you away from something good, and good is what this is, my friend. What Husky said is true, take a break, play for a bit, then go back to whatever you need to do, strengthened by having had a welcome release. We can help, man. Good luck!